Seasons are changing, and so are we... This isn't something that's coming out of the blue. That's the first thing I want to be sure is understood. Something has been shifting for the past ten months, at least. If I want to be really honest with you and with myself, it's probably even longer than that. I just didn't entirely know what that was, and because I didn't know what it was, it's been hard to press pause. Hard to let go. Hard not knowing where I'm going to land. This year, I had to get...